Today, I feel like I am coming to you from 12 feet under.
I read blogs today. . and actually made comments.
It felt good.
I have missed my blogging friends.
I don't have my lap top in operation right now.
It makes for not so much blogg-ing-reading.
I realized that I needed you. .
All of you, this past year.
You were my only friends. . a lot of times.
And it really got me through.
(Now I am crying)
This past year has been hard.
Just when I thought it was going to get better,
it got even harder.
It was horrible.
I feel blessed.
To have you.
Because you helped me through a really difficult time.
When I didn't feel like I had many people to turn to.
I turned to you.
For reading my blog.
And being there.
Life is GETTING better.
But still pretty (insert your favorite) busy/crazy/hard/stressful/exhausting/box filled.
Had 3 Birthday parties this week.
And actually un-packed boxes.
A LOT of boxes.
And had my own version of decorator prison.
I did it by myself this time.
Without my mom.
And I have to say,
I didn't re-invent the wheel.
But what I love about my stuff,
is that it looks great in ANY house.
I didn't want to unpack.
Because I hate packing.
And I thought that if I just left it packed I wouldn't ever have to pack again! (Great rationale)
But, now that it is unpacked,
I feel more settled.
And the kids are back in school.
And I can see just a LITTLE BIT of light.
And it feels good.
And I am grateful for my husband.
Who took the kids to the ward swimming party.
And I stayed home.
By myself. (Well, K is in her bed)
And read blogs.
And other things.
And cried a little.
Cuz I'm tired.
And that is it.
Thanks for being there when I needed you.
See you soon with birthday updates.